From a harrowing childhood defined by abuse, to an adulthood of alcoholism and self-mutilation, psychiatric hospitalizations and misdiagnoses, to the peak of fame and success as the longest-tenured cast member of "Saturday Night Live", "God, If You're Not Up There, I'm F*cked" delves into the darkes[...]

A raw, poignant, and often hilarious look inside the troubled life and mind of an American comic iconFrom his harrowing childhood filled with physical and emotional abuse, to a lifetime of alcoholism and self-mutilation, psychiatric hospitalizations and misdiagnoses, to the peak of fame and success [...]